Lacking....in a whole awful lot of areas

I've started like 5 different blogs.  I am not a blogger.  I love the idea of it.  In fact, I'm often jealous of people who actually do have blogs.  I am not a lot of things.  I'm not a natural home keeper, I hate cleaning, decorating doesn't come naturally & I grocery shop as little as I possible have to.  (thankfully I do know how to cook or my fiance wouldn't have ever started dating me, not kidding)  I'm not stylish & never have been, my sisters will co-sign on that fact, they couldn't get me into a pair of jeans until I was in 7th grade because they weren't comfortable, I was all about some stretch pants & T-shirts.  Still today I'm all about being comfortable, and I hate shopping so my wardrobe gets recycled weekly.  I'm not a health nut, I use Splenda in my coffee every morning & I would much rather sleep until the very last minute instead of getting up early to go work out.  But in 79 days from today I become the wife of a wonderful man and now all of that begins to matter.  I want my husband to be able to come home to a clean house, and I want our house to feel like a home.  I want to be able to grocery shop wisely so that I can be efficient with our money.  As for being healthy, I'm the one that is going to be feeding him & our future children so it matter what I choose to put in their bodies.  It's up to me to teach our children how to be healthy & make the right choices.  One thing I am good at is making a budget, having a plan & saving money.  We have a 5 year plan, and if all goes as planned we will be able to either buy a house with cash, or just have a very small mortgage, but we all know how 5 year plans go....sometimes God has other plans in mind!  I feel so unprepared to be a wife & one day a mom...so join me, laugh with me (or at me), & sometimes cry with me, watch me learn & grow as a person & a wife, & maybe even drop me a note with suggestions & encouragement.

~Hillary